" What Doors do you wish to open ? " That is such a good one for me this morning . Since winning her Video Luv contest last weekend , I realized that it is possible to try something regardless of the outcome , its all about trying , opening those doors.
I've denied myself opportunities, because I didn't feel I was ready . After I found out that I had won the video contest , it was like a message from the universe , telling me the answer to my fear , my dought . I have to start NOW! What am I waiting for?
I have always been someone who videos everything , my kids would get so annoyed with me, because all I would ever do is video everywhere we went . Im glad I did it too ! I often watch those videos , being that both of them are all grown up living elsewhere on their own , calling me once in a while , living their own lives .
When the kids graduated high school , I took my videos to a different path , a new direction , I started to slightly take myself a little more seriously & filmed the events I would go to , or hanging out with friends . The camera became my looking glass . People started to notice them , then I started my art journal videos , people on YOUTUBE wouldn't even give a care about the art journaling itself, but more how good I made the video LOL! Funny right? Here I am putting up art journal videos but more filmmakers loved them than the art journaling crowd . It was funny to me ,but also a great feeling that my filmmaking was being taken seriously . To this whole story sorry its so long LOL! I don't mean it to be really , I have decided to go for it! Do it! Everything around me , everyone I know , gives me signs , to DO IT!
So the answer to Jamies question is, I want to open the doors to the next step in my art , open the doors to the filmmaking world and not only for me , but for others as well . I have a meeting with an artist I will be doing a short on , Im excited , but scared at the same time , honored that she has agreed to do the short , it only means she takes me seriously , and thats a great feeling . Since I've been taking Jamie's e-courses , its been nice , her courses have been very helpful , Im always reminded what i need to do . It's like a meditation while Im awake , and hearing Jamie's voice is calming , keeps you in a quiet state . I do recommend taking her courses if you aren't already , it keeps you focused .
Thanks as always Wishcasters for stopping by , I love you all , your all great souls!
Until next time ,
AS YOU WISH FOR YOURSELF , I WISH FOR YOU ALSO!
Maryann K. : )